My Definition Of Healthy

Morning all! How’s the week treating you so far? I’m hoping well.

One of my major passions in life is food. Particularly, healthy foods. I really believe in an all around healthy lifestyle. This includes a relatively health and nutrient filled diet. For me, spending my time on cooking, planning, and shopping for those “clean” foods and recipes is pretty normal in my life.

As you may guess, I actually love going to the grocery store, wandering aimlessly down the aisles looking for new foods to try, or over-hyped items to try out for myself.

parsnip fries

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Things I Wonder

Morning all! Hope you’re having a great week so far, just one more day until the weekend. Although, clearly mine won’t be filled with too much excitement since I’ll be at teacher training all day. Anyways, that’s not what we’re discussing today…

After a rather restless and sleepless night the past night, I realized I had so many different thoughts and concerns going on in my mind that I don’t usually express. Not because I feel guilty about these thoughts, mostly they’re little things and obviously some thoughts aren’t the most intelligent of things to discuss;)

If you asked me if I could have any super power; I’d totally go with mind reading. I’m a little bit of a nosy person and I like to know what people think about, what people eat, what they do (hence, the blog); therefore, I thought I’d give you a little insight into things I wonder about.

strawberry muffin smoothie

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Reasons To Rest

Things have been unusual around here. My days are very regimented usually.

Monday, Wednesday, and Friday are strength training and pilates days, Tuesday and Thursday are my spinning days, and Saturday and Sunday are either yoga, rest, or spin. Every week I abide by this schedule without fail. Sometimes I exercise everyday and don’t allow a rest day at all.

My relationship with exercise has always been rocky. Have you ever felt guilty for taking rest days? Does the thought make you anxious? For me it does, and it’s important for me to escape the mindset that more exercise is better. I need to find things outside of fitness that will allow me to recover and recharge my mental and physical batteries.

chia granola

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Life Realizations

Today happened to be quite a beautiful day. Not only was it bright and beautiful outdoors, but my mind was filled with inspiration, positivity, and radiant energy. There are lots of things I want to change in my life, but this feeling isn’t one of them. To keep up this surge of happiness, I’ve started to realize the things I need to start believing in more.

We are the only one’s standing in the way of our true happiness. Only we have the power to be the best version of ourselves. After sitting with these thoughts, I’ve come up with a list of life realizations that I believe in.

coconut milk + cereal

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Currently I’m {Feeling Honest}

Good morning all! Hope your week has gone splendid so far!

As you all know, I’m a fan of living in the moment. There’s a point in life where you just come to realize that life is better spent being yourself. Embracing your quirks, and behaviors that maybe other people don’t quite understand.

Even though I’ve been through a lot in the past, through that whole process I’ve become much more confident and comfortable in my own skin. With that, I need to be honest with a few things that I’m currently doing and feeling.

Eating

Squash.

roasted squash

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Moving Forward

Coffee was much needed again today.

Seriously, I think this was the only thing keeping me alive and productive, and by productive I mean not falling asleep during the day. I’m determined to be more proactive with things that I want to start happening in my life, I think I was creating too much anxiety over these thoughts. You know the usual over-thinking things I put myself up to.

spaghetti marinara

{ This bowl for Dinner last night had spaghetti squash, broccoli slaw, homemade marinara, and chicken }

For the longest time, I put an enormous amount of pressure on myself to pick the “perfect” job, where I’d make lots of money, and not necessarily be happy on. I’ve come to realize that money is not the most important thing, and that my happiness comes first. Feeling like I have to do something because of money is just adding unnecessary pressure to my life. [Read more...]

Simplify

Good news, I’m feeling much better today. Pretty excited to start being more productive, here’s to not getting sick again.

This morning started out with an awesome Breakfast! I’ve been wanting to switch things up every now and again. So I tried out a new breakfast bake and it worked out wonderfully.

I’ll share that with you all later on this week.

oatmeal bake

{ a new Breakfast bake, obviously toppings were added after the photo }

Some days I notice that I get really lost in my own thoughts. It feels like I need to constantly be doing things. We live in a world that constantly relies on entertainment. [Read more...]

Everything Happens for a Reason

Everything happens for a reason.

I’m a real sucker for this statement. I use it time and time again.

We go through certain situations in life for a reason. Every hardship we go through, we learn a lesson in the end. Even if it isn’t clear in the beginning, when we are aware and willing to learn, we will find a reason.

Everyone goes through tough times throughout their lives.

glazed tempeh and roasted veggies

{ Dinner last night; glazed tempeh, roasted veggies }

Sometimes, the answer is simple like getting under the covers a few hour earlier and get a good night sleep.

Other times, the answer is more difficult and we have to struggle to get there.

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clean eating

Good morning everyone!

Have you ever had that internal debate over quality versus quantity in terms of our health?

In society, it seems that many of us hold onto the belief that the only way to be successful in weight loss or dieting is that calculations (calories in vs. calories out, burning x amount of calories per day) will lead us to get results and quality of food gets put on the back burner.

In my opinion, the quality of food we consume should be more important than the quantity.

almond butter sandwich

{ almond butter & ezekiel bread; paleo may be all the rage now, but I still love my carbs }

When I first started losing weight, I was a slave to the 100 calorie packages.

Maybe I could eat more of these, but I’d never feel satisfied. Not surprising, as these items are filled with chemicals and preservatives.

It’s easy to stick to those really low calorie foods, but in the end you’re so devoid of any nutrition that you end up hungrier than before.

Why have one egg when you could have 5 egg whites for the same amount of calories? Discounting the fact that whole eggs contain the most nutrition and benefits when we are eating these foods WHOLE.

strawberries + coconut milk
 { one of my favorite snacks these days; coconut milk and strawberries }

This also leads to the “eat clean” movement.

Yes, I consider eggs clean, full fat yogurt is more clean compared to the 0% processed variety.

However, everyone has there own definition of ‘”clean eats”.

Eating clean is seen as a good thing, but when clean eats become too restrictive is that really considered a good thing?  If we view eating clean as fuel, quality, nutrients, and ingredients instead of focusing on calories, I think that’s better for overall health.

PBball

 { even though peanut flour isn’t a whole food, I still and will continue to enjoy it! }

It’s also necessary we don’t become too obsessed with eating clean. If we are only eating these healthy foods with no leeway, food consuming all our thoughts, planning and scheduling meals; well that just gets in the way of living life and eventually becomes emotionally and mentally draining.

Being restrictive, obsessive, and isolating isn’t healthy. Eating clean can be part of our daily lives, but we can’t live to eat clean.

Eating foods we like shouldn’t leave us feeling guilty, we have to be able to indulge some of the time.

Obviously, I’m not perfect in this way of viewing food. I still hold onto beliefs that I must “eat clean”, now I’m trying to “unlearn” my clean eating obsession.

wine
{ so wine may not be the epitome of health, but that won’t stop me from enjoying it every once and a while }

There are still foods I won’t eat, as I view them as unclean, and still label food as “good and bad”.

It’s a struggle to change these thoughts, even if they are disordered.

I’m slowly coming to terms with what works for me, instead of looking to others for the next new thing. I know I’ll get there eventually.

How do you define clean eating?

What’s your favorite food to indulge in?

Have you ever been too obsessed when it comes to food?

Hope everyone has a fantastic day!

Bodies and Beliefs

Our body may not be able to learn all the information possible about nutrition, I mean that’s what our brains are for; that doesn’t mean that our minds know what’s best for us though.

Our mind contains thoughts, beliefs, memories, and more. Did you ever think your body is actually the thing we should consult, since it really is the vehicle that knows what we need most in the moment.

Instead of having trust in our bodies, we often fear the very thing they are trying to tell us. Our bodies are able to tell us when we’re hungry, tired, hurt, thirsty, etc.

dinner

{ For Dinner, last night I had a homemade zucchini turkey burger with roasted cauliflower, asparagus, broccoli, an avocado sauce, and nutritional yeast }

In the past, I’ve been the victim of trusting beliefs my mind had, instead of what my body wanted. If I was tired or hurt, I couldn’t rest because I had false beliefs imprinted on my mind; rest was for lazy people and being hurt wasn’t an option if I want to be skinny.

Even worse was being hungry. My mind would try to tell my body it’s not hungry, I don’t need food or calories because I have all the self control in the world and don’t need food to be satisfied.

It was always a constant struggle of mind versus body.

Even though I constantly tried to outsmart my body, it was able to put up a strong fight.

Sometimes, we may be tempted to listen to other peoples beliefs and try and accept them as our own.

strawberries + coconut

{ I picked up some strawberries at the store and had them with coconut milk. So good }

People say carbs are bad? Well then, my body has [insert make believe issue] so I can’t digest carbs because others are saying they’re bad to eat. Silly and untrue statements.

With all these new studies, we likely try and go against our bodies by telling them what we think is best for it.

Often, I look in the past where I knew nothing about nutrition, calories, carbs, fats, protein, and wonder if I was actually smarter as a child.

When I was tired, I took a nap. Hungry? I ate. I didn’t restrict, eat too much, over exercise to compensate. I just lived and acted as my body asked for what it wanted.

Never questioning my hunger because I trusted my body to tell me what it needed.

Many beliefs I once had as a child are long gone since I’ve adopted other peoples beliefs as my own, as well as trying to adapt to a type of lifestyle other people preach.

teas

{ My two favorite teas right now. }

Instead of living life freely, it has changed so that I constantly question, control, and manipulate my body. Somewhere in my life I stopped listening to my bodies needs, instead telling it what it needs.

Which obviously didn’t end well, since it developed into a horrible eating disorder. Even though my body tried to tell me otherwise, my mind wouldn’t let it.

Denying our bodies is a very strong belief stemmed from others, so that we can have an “ideal body”. It’s hard to not listen to those beliefs when they are all around us.

It’s sad how hard it is for many of us to truly listen to our bodies. My mind really believed that by controlling my body, I would be content in life.

People would finally like me, I’d be prettier, have more confidence, and could do whatever I put my mind to.

oranges
{ still obsessed with Christmas oranges. I’ll be sad when they go out of stock }

In reality, I ended up losing control and gave that control to the disorder instead.

Eventually my mind couldn’t keep up, I was on the verge of death and I had to finally listen to what my body was asking for. Now I’m living with the constant nagging of two voices.

My healthy voice and the eating disorder voice. Sometimes, I don’t know which one is which. It is a constant fight, but I know I just need to keep pushing through to reach a point of living a life that is best for me.

Remember that your body is smart, it may be tempting to listen to others beliefs, but your body knows what’s best for your health.

Do you have a hard time listening to your own body?

Have you ever fallen victim to fad diets?

What’s the last positive thing you did for your body?

Sending lots of love your way today! Have a great one!